Im very sorry...

Well i've made a decision to end all of this.Im very sorry...i really wanna giv it a try at the begining but when i think of it, i really feel like v hav the different aims...so i made a step.knowing it'll hurt more if v keep it longer.do u know tat im really angry tat u said im just eating wat dish out at me?u sounds like im just not serious bout this relation.well anyway i'll keep this wit me.coz i really don't want to talk bout this topic anymore.Btw i'll still treat u as a fren of mine.n i'll still visit u if i happen to go to MAN.n wish u all the best in the future.

Back to AUH...

Just came back from KL.start to miss kl la....>_<

well just meet a fren on flight n found out v hav the same interest n she is major in piano which i really really envy le.n heard a bad news from her too... now in kl there is no more 'jump grade' in piano lesson.OMG i dun want to start from grade 1 n playing the kindergarden song >_<>

n was plan to learn in AUH but the teacher here is sucks...well anyway nothing could stop me from it!!! i'll learn by myself now n show them wat i got when i ready to learn it!!!

Confused.....

yday had a long chat wit my Ex-colleague, talking bout relationship...well, found out tat wat she said is true, n i think i really dunno wat i want now...mayb i dun even think bout relationship bfore.N i think i've changed.Especially after flying...feel like i want more n more n my expectation bcame higher n higher...sounds greedy eh.But i just want a secured life.i think its normal though. N now all i need to do is to think wat i want in my future.....its a bit hard for me to plan but will try it out >_<

Hav to stick to wat i want n go for it!!!

finally get back my internet...

Yeah!!!! Finally my internet is workin!!! its been 2 weeks life without internet.....man im dying.... well due to this i've finish my Dan Brown's Deception Point.hehe its a good book thought breath-takin at the mid of the story.n now i've bought another book from him ' Angels n Demons'. n 1 more from John Gray ' Mars n Venus on a Date' well since my internet is workin now , i bet i'll take long timw to finish it lol.n im lookin forward to go hime on 11th-well its an operating flight tho..n will giv my parents a surprice kekekekeek.......